rockthecradle666

These past few days have been both pain filled and self improving. The pain of losing you and the fear of never being able to speak to you again has made me able to get control of what has pushed you away from me. However, despite that it's not enough. What is the point of self-improvement if that means you lose someone you care about? I'm nothing without you there beside me to encourage me to continue on. To be there in my darkest days and remind me that there is a light at the end of it. You are the one beacon of light in my life. You are my conscious,helping me make the right decisions and the major contributing factor for me maintaining a

Your voice echoes inside my head, filling me to the brim with misery. The memories we have made play out in my head, leaving me unable to concentrate on anything and unable to sleep. I am like an old man; haunted by memory and the mistake that I have made. Please, I am unworthy of a second chance, but I BEG of you to take me back! I can't imagine a life without you and the past two days have been a living nightmare for me. I can't sleep more than four hours, I can barely eat,and it takes all of my willpower to hold in my tears until I'm alone. I fail to do that half the time. Please, I need you.